Sunday, May 2, 2010

An Actual Entry

Hello world!
I've decided to do an actual "diary entry" today. So today I woke up and had some green tea and a bagel to start my metabolism. Then my sister decided to make cupcakes. My favourite ones. :| I had no idea what to do so I panicked when she offered me one and took it! Then I couldn't stop! She watched and just smiled. 
The thing with me and my sister is that we used to have competitions on who could lose the most weight in one week! I always won but that's besides the point. ;)
Anyways to stop I started playing Sims 2. (p.s. why did an old man come in and smack my Sims Mother?). It worked and I had to go to work at 1:30. I work at a supermarket and that isn't very good support. But I am now aware that at this store you do not check what you buy. They could care less. So there is another store in the area that I am biking to tomorrow after school. I'm still trying to decide which one I want. I posted it on yahoo answers. Yes I am that cool. :)
I have a math test tomorrow and I studied for the first time. I really need to get my marks up if I want to go to med school. Yes. I want to become a Psychiatrist. Yes. Me. The one with all the problems. But I am better at helping other people than I am at helping myself.  So I will update when I find out my mark. And my parents are totally oblivious to me.
I got my hair done yesterday and my mom paid and when she told me the price I said, "Thank you mom." And she didn't answer. She got mad at me for nothing and said I could at least say thank you. And I got mad because I did. You probably think this is some little thing. But for me it isn't.  I need to know that what I say and feel matters and in my house I don't feel that at all. I feel like I'm just there to do things. That when it really comes down to it, I don't matter.
Well...this went from a "diary entry" to a depressing breakdown. Why does that always happen??